wishy-washy

 
no choice
from one to another
not necessarily the direction and purpose
uncertain expectations

confusion?
the uncertainties?
doubts?
regrets?
happiness?

so many reasons
so many considerations
but in the end?
no answer

float
indeterminate
choice

but still no end
until when?
up time missed
still no answer to the unspoken
and finally ....

only regret is obtained